huwaa.tatau na congrats ke ape ni wei.
sudahlah hati berkecamuk. tibe2. aa...no wonder la die hntar meset berbunyi begitu pagi tadi.
ahh.kecewa sebenarnye.tp tak lah kecewa sgt.tp tipu la kalau tade rase pape kn.
ok2. ekceli my ex gettin married with sum1 yg di arranged oleh family. what? rase nak menjerit2 je.kesian. muda lagi kot. cis. saba la ibnu.
I just read ur email just now. aku teliti kad kawen tu. ok, I phm. but I also speechless la dear. sape I na stop2 wedding org even u wish for that. I manusia biasa je ibnu. I tak tipu, I tatau air mata ni utk ape. utk happiness u? utk jealousy I? shit.
ibnu, don't blame urself. kite breakup pun sbb sakit sndri. u pun tau, I langsung taknak terime any of ur explaination even u dah confess habis2. u cube plak cara kasar. stalk I sane sini smpai I heret u dlm lokap. I pun kejam ibnu. manusia ibnu. manusia mcm kite ni la selalu kalah dgn kelemahan sndri.
so take it in positive way. u are gettin married. I'm happy for u ibnu. but unfortunately, I can't attend ur reception. my friend kawen on the same day. sorry again. but don't u think I still can come to ur wedding dear? thats impossible la.
btw ibnu, I admit, yeah I really2 shocked bile dpt ur mail tadi. rase mcm baru smlm ada dgn u. then we break up, then u buat keje2 gila. suddenly I sedar, it was almost a year ago. I pray for u ibnu, I pray for ur happiness, kejayaan u n everything as long as u remain happy forever.
we lost our love, but not our friendship. I admit, I marah sgt2 kat u. u lied to me. u tipu I, u sakitkan hati I. but akhirnya I found out, u mangsa keadaan. but at that time, there were no more such things called "second chance".
but I tak tipu, u treat me like a princess. u make me feels like I'm the lucky one. u gave me everything I wish for. but trust me ibnu, I tak pandang langsung harta kebendaan. I tgk attention yg u bg. how u care for me. how u teach me. how u learn to change.
but suddenly, Tuhan uji ape yg kite ada.Tuhan uji kekuatan kita. yes, kita bukan utk bersama. n I hate u to death. tp I silap. I tak penah bg even second chance. n now, I learn what is second chance.
frustrated from now on. I lost arul. I terumbang ambing. its like lost sum1 that really2 care for me. he's just like you. I've found sum1, but he's totally different n I can't open my heart right now.
ibnu, plis don't make me sad. u promised me that u will stand up, leaving ur dark life, started back ur legendary, put aside all the girls thought. but now, u are marrying sum1. so plis do take care that lucky girl. I'm sure she'll be happy as I was before.
ur such a lovely guy but ur having a tough moments that make u wild, do bad things n so on. so plis, don't waste her. I will remain ur friend, forever.congratulation, Ibnu Taufiq.