well I guess, I found the ending.
last night, the feelings like killing me. I'm watching those things, trying to stop the tears falling. yes, I do. I will.
that place, Ampang. tells thousands memory, tears, and some lessons. so, last night with mybrave heart and heartache, I burnt my own money.
with anger, with tears bleed in my heart, I fulfilled the box with petrol, burnt it and left the place. I won't come again. Indeed.
its like burning my own money, but I had gave it to you. so its yours. not mine. Thank you.